Dai got back earlier than planned, I didn’t know. I called him and found out that he was home. I told him I really needed to talk to him, that I’d finally figured it out. And I needed to tell him. While he was on the phone he got another call. He was gone for a few seconds. When he came back he said “I’m sorry, I can't do this, there’s someone else.” I hung up. I didn’t want to hear anymore. I couldn’t believe it. I was finally ready to do it, to come out and say ‘I love you.’ And I’m rejected before I even start. What kind of fucked up world is this? Why is my life shit? Why am I denied love? Why can’t I be happy? I dont wanna be here any more.
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