What do you do when you realise something that will change your life for ever? When everything takes on a whole new meaning? When what was all black and white is full of colours? I’ve lived my life feeling so empty, trying to fill the hole with sex and alcohol and drugs. And now something as simple as a change in perspective has caused the hole to be filled to overflowing. The numbness and emptiness have been replaced with so many feelings, it’s agonizing. I’m in so much pain, that I’m drinking to try and dull it. I want clarity but I’m afraid of it.
I’ve got to tell him.
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