Saturday, July 26, 2008

Love and fear.

That’s where I’m at now. I love Dai, but I’m afraid of hurting him. After what he’s been through, after what….. I don’t even want to think about how he was treated. I’ve never wanted anyone like this, and yet been so afraid to take what I want. Love makes you see things differently. I care about him, I worry about him. He takes sleeping pills and that scares me, but I don’t want to say anything

How things can change in 24 hours. I never thought I’d feel like this. Sex without love is so empty in comparison. I want to write more. But I can’t.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Why can't you write?

Anonymous said...

I did find you on EB, yes. I'm not on it, I couldn't sleep the night I found you, so I read through your blog thinking it could be interesting. It has been. I never said it to you, but...I don't know....congratulations? on finding out that you're gay. You're lucky to have fallen for a friend.

Unknown said...

wow kitten, i never thought of you as an ass chaser, i thought of as more of a pussy eater. you know the whole kitten thing. have fun with your boy toy, i hope he breaks. your friend.......wings