The tangled web

And yet I didn't get back to posting.
Why? Because my life fell apart.
Dai left me. He gave no reason. He didn't even take all his stuff.
I know that hes somewhat ok because he talks to Marie and Dani, and I've called Betty several times, just so I know he is ok.

I've ended up in another relationship almost straight away. I called a doctor who had given me his number a while back, for if I ever needed someone to talk to. He took me out for dinner, and I talked, and talked, and talked, until closing time. We went back to his place, because it was just around the corner, and I ended up sleeping with him, in every sense of the word. Not something I had intended, or even considered. But it happened, and maybe it was what I needed. And I thought that would be it, but no. It seems my charming self made him want more. And now I have a boyfriend who is in his early 30's who I think I am just using for sex. I like him, and its nice to feel wanted, but I'm not in love with him.

But I can't stop thinking about Dai, he still has my heart.