Somewhat Damaged

so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead

broken bruised forgotten sore
too fucked up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too fucked up to care anymore

in the back
off the side
far away
is a place
where i hide
where i stay

tried to say
tried to ask
i needed to
all alone
by myself
where were you?

how could i
ever think
it's funny how
everything that swore it wouldn't change
is different now

just like you
would always say
we'll make it through
then my head
fell apart
and where were you?

how could i
ever think
it's funny how
everything you swore would never change
is different now

like you said
you and me
make it through
didn't quite
fell apart
where the fuck were you?

Love this song. Suits how I feel most of the time, somewhat damaged, that’s me. And betrayed. I can think of only three people that I trust. Dai, Holly and Danni. Dai is everything I want to be (except being gay, maybe). He’s the best looking guy I know, he’s smart, and funny. I can talk to him about anything.

Holly’s great too. She’s older than me by a few years, but that doesn’t matter. She’s the only family member I would choose to have as family.

Danni is insane. I know waaaaaaay too much about her sex life. I can’t help but like her, probably because we’re so much alike. But I only ever think of her as a friend. Never going there!

I just wanna be in love with someone!!!